Julious

Fri, 04 May 2007 05:57:10 GMT

wow today sucked

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 10:54:49 GMT

the one real problem with being able to run off very few hours of sleep is that when you accidentally take a power nap one the couch you have the dickens of a time convincing your body that it needs to go back to sleep in a real bed ...like right now...I know that abou t lunch time I will need a nap if I don't get more sleep but my body is like "bah foolish brain what do you know I can totally go for hours now"...stupid body

very little proof that I am still alive but it's what I give you...so deal

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 05:02:13 GMT

post. this is a post. the posting of this post prove its post-ness, or perhaps even its postositude. this has been a post.

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:51:42 GMT

I've had a headache on and off all day...I have one now...and I think I might kill my cat if she doesn't stop whining

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:22:03 GMT

well apparently I've been missed and am making a cute girlie sad in my absence...well I can't have that as you well know I have an intolence for sad girlies of the cute variety hence why I strive so to keep them happy...so here I am posting... lucky for the weepy kitty in question my lovely and wonder to be around wife has been being resposible and keeping a lookout for sad girlie trouble I might have been the cause of you know manda ever vigilant...anyway this is not really a post but more of a rambling sting of words you might think are being posted here in a very post like way...but you'd be wrong they're not...

So down to the nitty gritty: I'm fine though I seem to spend all my time working at El TarJay or at home, i.e. housework, and when not occupied with these mundaineries I try to snuggle on previously mention wanton of wonderment ...that's manda for those not keeping up...tee hee wanton of wonderment yum!...er now I've derailed...oh yes and when she's ...gone, asleep , working etc. I kill things online and geek with other geeky people types cause I'm a gamer and yeah that's it now you know my secret life that I have not been posting about cause I'm lazy and bad...and lazy

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 13:57:49 GMT

I'm about to leave for work and I just looked in on Amanda and I wanted you to know she is the perfect specimmen of cuteness and wonderfullness you will ever hope to find.

so eat your heart out world

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:28:56 GMT

Happy birthday Andrea!

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 05:46:45 GMT

1/2 ounce absinthe, 1 ounce chartreuse...I call it Faerie's Breath...breath in imediately after you swallow you'll understand the name

that is all my little magic monkeys

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 06:39:58 GMT

I am the owner of a very angry, very active and very noisy turtle...with some interior decorator issues

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 07:40:35 GMT

so umm some of you may remember me some of you wont...cause you drink too much ...you ilthy lushes you make me sick!!! er...umm...well anyway. so umm since last I posted ...umm...well I haven't done much...we went to see serenity ...it was awesome...and made me want to beat george lucas...more than normal..beyond that my normally wierd dreams have been replaced by a reoccurring theme of stalking the rooftops of some suberban landscape and harpooning it's inhabitants...last night I left some skiny blonde girl dangling from the eaves of her neighbors house with a barbed spear peirced throught her lower back...is the subconscious mind fun...gee I wonder what part of society I have pent up aggression anger and sexual frustration relating to?
My sisters and I have been playing phone tagg the past few days...I'm trying to find out how bad the damage due to the storm is...I'll try and call them both again tomorrow.
Um i'mm going to a gymm...again...you know what some gymm guys are just asses...like the roid junkies who like to puff up their chests and jump on the machines next to you and do whatever you are doing only more so...yeah they suck...good for Muscle Man you're more buff than me way to prove your masculinity...oh and by the way I can still bend my arms jack ass!...

well um there you go

up late drinkin while the wife sleeps

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 05:36:51 GMT

tonight I will simply say that charteuse is my favorite alcohol...

BEER!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 07:22:33 GMT

alrighty I know you're all dying to here my take on animazement...so here you go my week end summed up:

"Yay for hoes" and "That's what I'm aloboblobabottleabout"

the con was pretty fun mainly due to the people I was with(my amazing wife Darfirewolfe and the incomprable sarabug*) it would have been fun just anyways but they made it awesome...got to meet the sarabug's mom and she was really nice and sweet...oh got to meet some of her and her mom's awesome freinds (Kelly and Andrew)teehee "martini salad" tee hee

that is all now suffer with you need for more

Wed, 25 May 2005 06:55:32 GMT

wow so tonight the wife went all punck drunk love on me "your skin is so soft and smooth that I just want to bruise it." yeah you heard me she done went crazy...gods I love her

and yes I know I haven't posted in a reall long-ass time...deal.

Sat, 07 May 2005 07:37:13 GMT

this is the quote of the week " sometimes I just get so excited by your body that I have to bite you" Manda said it to me earlier tonight

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 17:07:01 GMT

well I never said I was patient...as of now I have a 4g hematite plug in my right ear lobe...for those of you who don't know that's in a 10g hole...there goes the plans of waiting til I bought a taper and slowly working up in size so this ear wouldn't tear like last one...pain was minimal..less actually than the tapered bone from last time...this time was quicker and smother but still seems to be releasing the same amount of endorphins...amazing how much such a small pain can do...this rambling post is actually more for me than most are you just get to be luck observers *kisses*

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 05:31:18 GMT

well not really an update but awesome none the less...get ready for it...my cat likes pop tarts...or at least nonfrosted strawberry poptarts...she's soooo cute...ok that's it ...you can scroll on down your friends page now

I'm about as sick of her motherfucking guilt trips as I can get

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 07:51:51 GMT

well My mom called me last week and I haven't had a chance to call her back yet, and so today I check my email for the first time since about wed and what do I find ...spam spam junk and oh how nice a email from my mom...well guess what it wasn't nice after all...she spends an entire paragraph giving me a guilt trip about how I don't ever return calls anor emails and that I need to make time for my family and I need to not cut them out of my life...and on and on about that and how I make time for my "cons!" and all of her sentences are ended in fucking exclamation marks I mean what the fuck lady I work all fucking week and when I'm not at work I'm trying to keep my house in orderand on top of that try to spend as much time as possible with amanda cause I don't see her near enough...I get 2 days off a week and those are never the fucking days she chooses to call me! ...I know I'm not the quickest to respond to calls or emails but I do I just don't rush out of my way and jump on the phone when I check my messages...I mean gods above when I go to work she's in the middle of class and when I get home it's to late for decent people to call each other...and fucking guilting me and fussing at me doesn't make me want to call and have a 2hour conversation with you...quitew the opposite it makes me not want to talk with you so I don't fucking yell at you when next we do talk I mean Damn it allI can't even bring myself to respond to her email now...so there you go mother ...damn that ruin my night

ZOMBIES!!!!!!

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 08:20:41 GMT

Armed and Dangerous
Congratulations! You scored 86%!

You made it out, alive and well supplied. You probably even kept most of your party alive too. You know what to look for, what to take, and when to just run. You even feel a strange inkling to go back. If you did, you'd probably do just fine.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 96% on survivalpoints

Link: The Zombie Scenario Survivor Test written by ci8db4uok on Ok Cupid

I feel I should post something...but I'm not gonna I'm just gonna give you my quizz results

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 20:19:47 GMT

who are you ?
How do you know me? how do I know you?
Why do you read my lj?
Should I read yours?

scarey dream

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 07:47:30 GMT

well this is a dream I had a couple of weeks ago...late entry I know but still it warrants entry trust me...and let me just begin with what manda told me right after I told her about it, "if you were a patient of mine and I didn't know you like I do and you told me that I would have you put under observation for possibly being a psychotic."..and now for the dream:

ok so I'm in this big dark ambiguous setting of a room you know it's big it has boxes maybe or cubicles maybe there's a table somewhere, but it's not well lit....anyway ...I'm not necessarily me but I might be...anyway there's this guy, he's kinda one of those Joe Everyman fellas...and he's in some sort of uniform I'm unclear what exactly his purpose for being here is maybe he's the night watch maybe he's a delivery man I don't know...so I (as this me not me) sneak up behind poor unsuspecting Joe Everyman and grab him and cover his mouth to stifle his scream and (now here's where it gets weird)as I slide(yes slide not stab it was real horrorshow slow) my knife between his ribs and into one of his lungs I lick his neck and earlobe, then lay him down and and back up to watch as he bleeds to death...and then I wake up fully aroused...

see I told you it was fucked up...anyway tell me what you think my little animated flesh dolls

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 07:11:43 GMT

ok well here's your update little wormbabies...and the rest of you can read it too...ok so been at con...the lovely Sarabug could not make it after which though was much suckitude...was alright...Manda and I had a great time but FIRST here's the complaints....it was cold...but/ass cold...like oh my god cold...we we not in the main hotel but the secondary one...which meant we had to walk tween the buildings...cold!...the hotel we were staying in was under renovations...the lobby was..um...there really wasn't a lobby and the 1st floor was freezing...they're bellmen were rude, all of them...um when we first got there they told us that check in wasn't til 3...this was at 10...there was nothing at the con open yet and seeing as there wasn't anylobby and it was FREEZING we decided to go back and see exactly WHAT rooms were available...and we got a room...the rooms were nice and big and the bed was real compfy...but there wasn't any cable to speak of and there weren't any heavy drapes on the sunrise facing windows..which not only let in the sun(my poor eyes)but also let in te cold...con was pretty fun though manda and I went to some good panels we saw some freindswe ran into San and her freinds all over the place hell we were even parked close to each other...Manda and Josh wore their Ranma costumes(she was girl Ranma and he was boy Ranma) nicole wasn't feeling good so decided not to come...Oh and hotness unexpectedly made eyes at me...and now were on the way home we drove about half way today and will get up at 8 to drive the other half so I can get to work tomorrow night...and this hotel blissfully has free internet access and CABLE thank the gods....well that's me for now...so goodnight...um and godspeed...or something

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 18:45:41 GMT

I'm tired...today that's how I feel...just worn out...I'm not in need of sleep anymore, just plain tired...

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 21:06:56 GMT

Well what do you know I'm still alive... nothing has happened since last time I posted...well somethings have I'll admit but nothing big...um Amanda's granfather died about an hour after I posted saying he would be leaving tonight...ummmm...Gree(that's the grandmother) put on a really big show of greif and is still doiung it...don't get me wrong I understand her having greif, even, even more than normally would be expected since she did everything in her power NOT to deal with the fact he was dieing ...but lack of preparation aside she's also been puttin on one hell of a show..and not in the good way...dragging out taking care of banking needs and forcing Carol to sleep down with her for the past couple of weeks and now we all have to eat dinners together and listen to her drunkin self pittying rambling guilt ridden diatribes!!! Gods I'm so sick of her...but more than that she's depressing Amanda and well that just wont do...

um on the job front Target is going to hell, all the good people are leaving and soon there just wont be any fun left in the job but hey its a job afterall..uuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh train of thought around here somewhere....ah there it is... sorry about that I had to help Carol download some tax forms...ok back on the job front... for the past I don't know lets just say since around Christmas we've had some new people in the office that aren't doing their job...I've turned in 3 availability changes...the first 2 were lost and ignored(I think that means they were trown away so they wouldn't have to be dealt with) finally 3rd times the charm its gone in and been approved though they still haven't gotten the scheduals out for next week for me to verify that it's in the computer or not...and to top things offf one of the horribles Quit yesterday...which ding dong the witch is dead which old witch the wicked one ding dong the wicked witch is dead, but also that means yet again we have to break in a new clerical person and go through all the hassel involved in them learning how to do thier job and not screw all the scheduals up...

ok and I'm sorry I haven't been keep up with my dear little puffs of imaginative stuffing falling from the torn seams of this great big internet teddy bear...but I'll try harder andI'll do better about keeping my updates more frequent as well.

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 06:13:06 GMT

...well tonight will probrably be Amanda's grandfather's last...for most of the afternoon he has been uncanscious with labored breathing...for the past coupe of hours his breathing has become more laboured and you can feel death's presence in the house...it's paulpable in the room with him...Manda is taking it really well because this is the best thing that could happen , and today he realizerd that this would be the end and said "lets not draw this out any longer" when asked if he wanted to be taken to the hospital to try and drain his lungs again or stay home...later the doctors informed us he couldn't survive that anyway...Her mom is being real strong but it's hitting her hard even knowing its been coming for so long...Gree is a wreck and keeps trying to think of something that will fix him and make him not die...well I just thought I'd let everyone know what's going on...I'll try to post somemore soon

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 07:37:30 GMT

You scored as Neutral Evil. A neutral evil person does whatever they can get away with. They shed no tears for those they have hurt, and only care about themselves. These people do not necessarily love conflict and chaos, however- they truly care only for themselves. Ignoring laws or using them to their advantage, these people do whatever they can get away with.

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Neutral Evil

65%

True Neutral

60%

Chaotic Good

55%

Chaotic Evil

50%

Lawful Evil

50%

Neutral Good

50%

Chaotic Neutral

40%

Lawful Good

25%

Lawful Neutral

What is your Alignment?
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wow on most of these I end up neutral good, or chaotic neutral...it was probrably all those questions about would I hurt others...and well I would ...meh, I still see myself as a misunderstood form of good...I guess that makes me really evil since I think my veiws are good and just....